Archive | December 2010

Three things to do before 2011

1) Listen to the Dave Barnes song titled God Gave Me You . Who is one person you are thankful for in 2010? Thank them and return that blessing to someone else in 2011.

2) Open up God’s book, flip to Psalms and read a few of the prayers David was writing to God at that time… A great way to start the new year is to be refreshed in the Lord. Thank him for the new year and new opportunities 2011 will bring.

3) Say “hi” and smile to at least one stranger today just to see how they react.


Mans Search for Meaning

A rare and incredible clip of Viktor Frankl about a mans search for meaning.

“If we take man as he is we make him worse, but if we take man as he should be we make him capable of what he can be.”


Today is day number 2 of a 5 day fast that i am partaking upon. Fasting is something that i have seen people do in the Church as long as i remember. And as long as i remember i’ve wondered why anyone would want to starve themselves for a alloted amount of time… No matter their reasons, i’ve come up with my own reasons for a 5 day fast, and i’m well into it today. Am i hungry? Yes, to be filled more and more with the Spirit and less with food. I’m a food junkie too, but now i’m a spiritual junkie. Replacing my hunger with the spirit and food with love. It suffices me, wholly.

I sat down tonight to read and pray. I turned on some good Jesus worshiping music and began doing what i do. I asked for clarity in what i’m seeking. For life, for my day, for my months for my relationships; i’ve asked for clarity for all that i do. In that, i found myself stumbling across Ecclesiastes. So i read. I read a mans tales of a search that led him to fame, riches, women, status; everything he wanted he found. But in the end he was empty with all the wisdom he had acquired. He was left with what he had earned with his own hands only to die leaving it all behind, like spitting in the wind, nothing but smoke.

It reminds me that no matter what i can set out to accomplish with my own two hands, my own narrow mind, that there is nothing more satisfying than seeking God with my life. A fullness that no other materialistic dream, adventure, friendship or piece of knowledge can give; He gives.

For that reason, this week i have dedicated to fasting. In preparation for something amazing God will do in my life. How do i know there’s going to be something amazing? Because i know my God, and he amazes me. Nothing short he will do, in fact nothing short i will believe he has done already. And for that he deserves my praise this week. Through the struggle he has seen me come and stood by my side, waiting. Something few friends can say they’ve done.

Well… i’m bad with endings and  goodbye’s so i guess that pretty much sums up my thoughts. Seek the Lord , my encouragement is with you and so is His.

Btw, i know the photo is random. I found it when i googled “God is good” and thought it was appropriately funny, except the possibility that it’s a girl. Hmm..

Giving thanks

Things i am thankful for:

1. God’s grace

2. A great family

3. Freewill

4. My health

5. Life stories

6.  Good people

7. Education

8. Africa

9. Coffee

10. Sunny days

11. Ice cream

12. Holidays

13. Gummy bear multivitamins

14. musical instruments

15. Pandora

16. Grandmas

I’m done. I’m thankful.


If i ran away

Throughout this semester i have been seeking refinement for myself and my relationship with God. Fall 2010 was one busy time in my life. Working two jobs and taking 17 hours in school is no easy task to tackle. When i found the free time that i so often did not have, i was exhausted. Towards the end of the semester i realized that i was putting God’s time into my “free time” slot. When i realized that, i knew something had to change. I’ve been seeking consistency with my relationship with Him intentionally. Thus far, its working; i’ve been consistent with my time spent with Him. I’m reading a Psalm a day, just one. Then thinking, praying and spending time with God and writing what that specific Psalm relates to in my life. It’s said that a true habit takes 6 weeks to form or break (which i learned in my psychopathology class) or  you have to repeat something 1,100 times to create a new pathway that your brain recognizes. SO, reading a Psalm a day is a stretch towards consistency. It’s going great if you were wondering. This video i’ve posted describes what i think God is trying to communicating to us all the time. It’s not a Christian artist but the lyrics are powerful and although my understanding of the lyrics are most likely out of the original context, i don’t care. I love the song, i love Greg. Listen, ponder and enjoy!

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